Tuesday, January 28, 2020
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I can hear you in my head today, the way you used to say my name or tell us a story at your kitchen table with a cigarette in one hand and a nip to sip of Cointreau in the other. Your stories always ended with a " Oh my Gawd Brandy," or "My friends were such a panic! " The most well put together woman I have ever met in my life is gone. When I was younger I would idolize you, how fancy you were. Hair always done makeup on point everyday.I do not know what I would do if I did not have love and support from the family that I have. I feel truly greatful with the support system and today all of our hearts ache but I have to keep in mind that family is the most important thing in the world. FAMILY FIRST.We lost one of the most beautiful people today. I'm still healing and trying to process my father's death but today, someone I admired just as much as my dad has left this world. Today I lost my grandma my only living grandparent left. I didn't know my father's parents very well but on my mom's side I did. She was one of the most beautiful women I've ever met, stylish, smart as hell, always laughing always happy, I have her nose ,mom and I both have her smile and the most giving heart I have ever seen without asking for anything other than a hug in return.. She was born in Queens NY, and I have spent so much time in New York I feel like in my youth I lived there, in my adolescent we vacation there, and as an adult I would visit often when I could. One more trip to New York, but not on good circumstances this time. I miss you so much already love you Grandma I love you so much thank you for being my grandmother for teaching values ,love, laughter... you are love.
